Many songs chase momentum. Others arrive once the running stops. On “how i wanna die” , Sebastian Rydgren steps into that rare emotional pause where striving loosens its grip and presence takes over. It is a title that startles on first glance, then slowly disarms, revealing a song less concerned with endings than with the fragile beauty of feeling, for once, exactly where you are meant to be. There is a rare, almost unsettling calm that arrives when striving pauses. Not be